For Julia. The truth, now known.

[TheNinjaZombie]

I thought I saw your face today,
in the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say,
"Her work on earth is done."

I thought I heard your voice today,
then laugh your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say,
"Her peace is one at last."

I thought I felt your touch today,
in the breeze that rustled by.
And then I heard the angel say,
"Her spirit never dies."

I thought I saw my broken heart,
in the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say,
"The Lord is coming soon."

I thought that you had left me,
for the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say,
"She left you with she love."

I thought that I would miss you so,
and never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say,
"She's with you every day."
"The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
will forever be around,
reminding you of the love you shared,
and the peace you've finally found.

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Chapter One

She was my bestfriend, My everything, now, just a memory. Last year, I found her journal, I found so many things. I found out the truth, I found out all of the things she never even tried to tell me. I want her to know that I care. I want her to know, that I want the world to know, how amazing she was, and how much she meant to me. I'm here to tell her truth, and to tell mine.

January 23, 2005
They say I'm too young to love, that I'm too young to know what love is, but there is this one person I love, and his name is Joshua. He's my bestfriend. He knows everything about me, and I know everything about him. I wonder if I tell him, will hee just think that I'm playing around? I may only be in the fourth grade, but I know one thing's for sure; I love him.

I had no idea that she felt that way, starting in fourth grade. I loved her too, I truly did. I'd give anything to have her back. Even my own life. Julia, she was my only, true reason for living. Meeting her, even in the first grade, changed my life for the better. I thank her, for all she did, and now that she isn't here, I don't know what to do with myself.

Nothing could bring her down, not anything. She was truly, the person I loved.

[Morgan]

This is really good. I know what your writing about, our coversation many months ago. She misses you I know she does. Shes looking down on you right now saying, "Id give anything to be there with you but someday we will be together."
I know how you feel losing the one you love. Ive been there. Keep your head held high.

[TheNinjaZombie]

I know, I know.
Soon it'll be three years since she passed.
I can't even bring myself to read her journal anymore.
It's too much for me.

[Morgan]

I know buts she is right there with you all day. My best friend pasted and I was hopelessly in love with him. I cried. But every night I swear I felt someone holding me. He was making sure I was okay. Since then it's been easier for me to deal with his death. She will show you that she is there some how.

[TheNinjaZombie]

I know. Sooner or later I'll get through it.
I know I will.

[Morgan]

I know you will too. I'm here if you ever need to talk.

[TheNinjaZombie]

Thanks.

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