Everything has just gotten worse...

[Morgan]

I haven't been feeling well lately and I've been pulling my hair more than normal. I don't know why and it doesn't hurt. I have bald spots now...
I don't want people to look at me differently.
Im sorry this is happening guys...I want to be strong and Im trying...
I just can't do this alone anymore...

[WalrusFaces (Layla)]

Oh Morgan Sweetie you dont have to do it alone. Im here for you. If you need to ill give you my phone number. You can text me any time. Day, night, afternoon, whenever you need to. Ill always answer and try to help in anyway I can. <3

[Morgan]

Thank you...it really means a lot to me. I try my best to be happy, its just getting harder and harder to do. Im honestly only happy when Im with Thomas and I'm not really allowed to see him. I talk to him everyday but its nights like tonight, when he falls asleep and Im alone when everything gets bad.
Im trying hard not to relapse with cutting and Im trying to start eating again.
My Trich is just acting up again..and I keep pulling and pulling and no one understands...
not even me...

[Morgan]

And the memories are coming back...they won't stop.
I just wish someone understood and I just wish they would tell me Im not crazy even if I am...

I'm just sorry that I'm hurting you all....

[WalrusFaces (Layla)]

You aren't crazy. None of that makes you crazy. It makes you human. Never in all my 15 years has being a human being made you crazy. Having extreme feelings doesnt make you crazy. And its okay to feel down sometimes. We all do. We just have to stick by one another.

[Fennec]

<3

I can't really give you any advice, but I'm a good listener. I love you, Morgan. We all do.

[Morgan]

I want everything to go away.
My scars, my bruises, my burns, my bald spots, my depression, everything.
I just want to be happy..

Me and Thomas have talked about running away together...I want to be happy and I feel like that will make me happy...

[WalrusFaces (Layla)]

Just remember that all those scars and burns and bruises are all apart of who you are. They make up little parts of you. Just remember that running away isnt always the answer. Sometimes it is. But you always have other options. Im here for you. And ill always listen.

[Morgan]

I know...
thank you...

[WalrusFaces (Layla)]

You're welcome Morgan. I really do hope you feel better. Remember, "You is kind, you is smart, you is important."

[Fennec]

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