Tomorrow's my graduation party.

[Taylor]

& I don't want to have it. Really, I don't. I just want to curl up in bed, read, listen to music, relax. Stay away from my crazy family. Honestly, I don't even want my friends to come, because half the time they annoy me more than they make me happy, or they make me even more upset than I already am, and I just uaskdjfhdfgasugh. To top it all off, my mom has been in supermegabitchy mode all week long, and I know she'll be that way tomorrow, and she expects me to stay with her and stay outside with my family, that I've basically never even met, and hug everyone and just. I don't like my family, I seriously don't, there is not one person that I can talk to in my family. It fucking sucks.
& I invited the guy I like, and he said no so. There is seriously nothing to look forward to. Yay.
At least I'll be getting money for a new laptop. The one I want is way too expensive, but I want a mac and I don't even give a fuck, really. I want a fancy ass HD camera, too, but it's either the laptop or the camera and I don't know. I really need the laptop.
I don't even know why I'm writing this, none of you care.
okay bye.

[Jenna]

Taylor, I GET YOUR PAIN.
I fucking hate my family and since I've moved, I've had to see the part I hate the most a lot. I have TWO fucking cousins I like. One of them is where I used to live and the other is where I am now but me and him aren't as close as him and my sister.
It fucking pisses me off because I have almost no one to talk to except for my two best friends where I now reside. One of them makes me feel bad lately and the other I swear could be my other half we're so alike. But she's always at her dad's and it's like FUCK.
And the guy I like, my sister started talking to him. They're only two years a part while me and him are four. She steals all my friends and guys I like. It pissess off. Like this girl that used to be my best friend for eight years, my sister stole and we're no longer close. At all. We used to talk daily but now we talk maybe MAYBE on a good week, once a week.
It's bullshit.
So I understand. If you ever need to talk, I'm on here and we're friends on Facebook. 'Kay? So hit me up whenever.

[Jenna]

Just keep your head up kid, you're gonna go far.

[Taylor]

Alright Jenna, thanks. You don't even know how much that means to me. I have absolutely no one to talk to, not even my friends. I think it's mostly because I just don't trust anyone, and it's terrible, but I feel like they're going to tell everyone what I say.
And most of the time, I don't even think they care. It's little stuff, you know? But like. I always start the conversations. I put effort into it. I comfort them when they need it. I talk to them when they're bored. No one bothers to return the favor. I'm probably over-exaggerating, but it just...

And I'm sorry. Your sister, no offense, sounds like a complete fucking bitch. I don't even know what to say to that... If you need anyone to talk to, I'll be here too. Or on facebook. Or any other website that I have. Whatever works. :p

[Jenna]

You don't even know how much of a god damn bitch she is.
JUST HIT ME UP WHENEVER YOU NEED ME TAYLOR! I love you! (:

[Taylor]

Alright, you too!
And I love you, too <3

[Hannahhh-]

//////ohmigawdddd. Taaaaaylor!






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