I don't even give a fuck anymore.

[Jenna]

I just don't even fucking care anymore. 

You know, you just get to the point where you just don't even care? Yea, I've been past that point for about six months now. But I hid it because I didn't want to admit it. 
Today, my sister had her girlfriend over and I HATE her girlfriend. With a passion. Anyways. I've known that I don't fit in with my family at all, but today it just really stood out to me. I'm totally fine with the fact that I'm the fucking black sheep of the family. That doesn't bother me. I've known that for probably four-five years now. What bothers me is how my mom is always snapping at me for no fucking reason and my dad is always yelling at me. I just hate my parents so much. 
Oh I guess no one cares, but ugh. 



That probably made no sense whatsoever, but yea.